its been awhile i din update my blog. so far, I've been a mess dis holiday. yesterday was the hardest day to get thru. i sat down at the corridor trying to remember the day i was laughing with my sister. i wondered how can it be this way. i was shocked to know that she text-ed my best friend behind me. it was a terrible feeling. i felt like my heart broke into pieces. it was hard to accept. i burst into tears when i found out from my own best friend. well, life is the toughest road. it's like im hitting the bump. i walked thru the field and think what am i going to do. i was so confused. i can't let my sister go. but i can't accept the fact that she lied to me. all this time, it was a bluff. as soon as everyone leaved the bus stop, i was sitting alone starring at the cloud. Ya Allah..what a beautiful sky You've created..can't my life be as beautiful as the sky..that's the point y we are given a life. it depends on our own effort to make it beautiful.. so, i chose to leave my sister.. even tho it was a hardest thing to do but, time will heal the pain. inshaAllah. i was told my Alyiah Zainal that we can express our feelings thru poems and sort of thing. so i chose to blog. i trtied to be as mature as my mum. think forward. forgive and forget. 

'After every difficulty, there is relief. Certainly, after every difficulty, there comes relief." (Al-Insyirah 94:5-6)