i am so sorry for not updating my blog like for so long. thanks to alia saffa and bloggers who asked me why i did that. okay, so.. so many things happened. i'd changed my life! i am no longer a little sister. now, i have to stand on my own feet. yup, its hard to admit how hurt to be left by a person which u love the most in your life. but trust me, everything happened for a reason. setiap yang berlaku ada rahmatnya. we will never read and explain the future because it is too hard to expect. alhamdulillah with some words from my friends, i can get through the hardest time in my life. but eventho she's not my sister anymore, she's still the person i love. and i won't forget her as easy as ABC. i am so sad to leave my mak and kakak-kakak and my adiks just because of this chaos. but thank Allah, my sister, kak fiza..u've being a very great place to luahkan the hardest time of my life. yea, i believe that all of u memang tak sangka all this happened sebab we were so close and so so so so close to each other before. but takdir Allah, we can't decide it rite. so mohon pada Allah untuk beri kekuatan pada i to move on. bak kate on of my friend yg telah berjaya now "learn to stand when standing is hard..". i am so relieve to have a strength like this. but by the time now, i am on my sad mood. inshaAllah, i'll be better soon. okay so now i am looking forward to my studying.. senang cerita, study will always come first.
to kak aishah:
i am very grateful to have u as my big sister. kak really dah jadi kakak yg the BOMB bg adik. and i hope u succeed in your life. and hope that u'll find the right person.